Steven Gerrard describes the 2005 Champions League final as the best night of his life, yet remarkably, he nearly left Liverpool just months later. In a Netflix documentary, the former captain reveals he was in a 'bad place' mentally, calling his state 'a head like a box of frogs' following the historic comeback against AC Milan.

Gerrard admits criticism from manager Rafael Benitez contributed to his decision to seek a transfer, with Chelsea and Real Madrid showing interest. The Spaniard's tactical approach clashed with Gerrard's emotional style of play, creating tension that nearly drove the Liverpool legend away from Anfield permanently.

The documentary details how Benitez's attention to detail paid dividends during the penalty shootout, with goalkeeper Jerzy Dudek using tactical notes to save Andriy Shevchenko's decisive spot-kick. Benitez's half-time tactical switch from four to three at the back proved instrumental in the comeback.

Years later, both men have reconciled their differences, with Gerrard now appreciating Benitez's methods. The former manager admits the final taught him football requires both head and heart, acknowledging emotion's importance alongside tactical precision.