At 38, a Hacker News user faces profound loneliness after ending a 20-year relationship. The transition from constant companionship to complete solitude is jarring. Weekends are particularly difficult, as the user describes their home as now being only themselves, their dog, and occasionally their cat.

The absence of someone to share daily experiences with, like fixing blinds or cooking, creates a significant void. The user feels hollow, struggling to find purpose beyond solitary activities like gaming, which now feels empty without a partner to share victories. Despite having a supportive psychiatrist and medication, the emotional adjustment remains challenging. The user seeks practical advice and stories from others who've navigated similar life transitions.